I can appreciate where you’re coming from on this. The thing I remind myself when I’m tempted to live in ‘poverty mode’ is that He is our source and as Dave shared with someone recently, “He never lets his people get ripped off”. I remind myself of that and look back at how faithful He has been to us through the years. I’m not a spender by any means but I also don’t scrimp any more like I used to. When I look at your lives I’m always reminded that God is sooooo faithful….He even does little miracles for you and I know he will see you through this unexpected expense. God bless you and yours. Lots of love, Mum